JULY 20, 2011 MORGHANS IS 6

It's hard to believe that this little bundle of joy has turned into this wonderful little girl.  And what an imagination.  Here are few examples of some conversations with her mother.

" My little girl told me today all she wanted for her birthday is just to spend time with her family.... At 6 years old she is so wise to what really matters in life :) and then she asked if i could take her to Disney world today ahh to be 6 again.   July 14 at 11:43am"

and

"• "Morghan what do you want for you birthday?"-Me   "A Pool"-Mo     "like a blow up pool we had last year?"-Me

"No like the one at a hotel! With a slide ooo and a real dolphin like flipper... and some starfish- real ones like on nemo and a sea turtle with a purple shell!" -Mo   "Anything else" -Me    "Nope I think that covers it"-Mo
July 6 at 4:09pm • "


 and then today 
"Mo did you clean your room"?-me    "No"-mo    "Why?"-me

"Because its just going to get messy again...Whats the point?"-mo

OH yes what a girl.  Happy Birthday

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY

4th OF JULY

After working 6 days a week again, I was looking forward to a 3 day weekend.  Getting some chores done, relaxing and maybe a cook out with the kids. WRONG!!!!!
I ended up being called into work on Saturday, cleaned house on Sunday and today I did get to watch my grand kids. That was a fun time.

But the only think I kept thinking about is the big 4th of July parties that Brad & I use to have.  The grill going, good food and lots of  family and friends to share with.  Then off to the fireworks.  Spread out the blankets, snack on leftovers, lay back and watch the show.  But those days are over and not to return.  The kids are busy with their own life's and traditions die.  So I worked and then came home and did chores.  I did get to watch the grand kids but no cook out, no celebration, no family.  Just a lot of memories of the past and the loneliness has come back, once again.

SPRING WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU

It's the middle of April and last Sunday it was sunny and 81, and today it's windy & snowing to beat the band.   My Trillium are coming up along with my Dutchmen Britches & Virgina Blue Bells.  So, what is the meaning of this white stuff?
The poor Robins, Red Wing Black Bird & Killdeer are at a total lost.  Even the little Blue Bird looked confused.  So please Mother Nature let Spring come back.
SO I CAN TURN OFF MY FURNACE, AGAIN!

SO STOP YELLING

My sister has been yelling at me because I haven't updated my blog lately.  So stop yelling, I have up dated it so now you can be happy.  Love ya

If ever there was a day that you could choose to join your loved one....Today would be mine.  But since you can't make that choice, you just have to sit here and make do.  But someday.

OK ENOUGH OF 2011 ALREADY

I was really looking forward to a new year.  It had to better, I  don't think any one can go thought another year like 2010.  No jobs, no money just so very sad.  So I spend the 1st day of the New Year with my very special sister.  We had so much fun I hated to leave.  We have to make a point of spending more time together this year.  Well I should have stayed at her house.....forever!

We knew that my dear friend and co-worker's husband had kidney cancer and had to have surgery on 1/4/11. So here is a quick summary on the first week of 2011.

Said husband comes though surgery only to have good kidney shut down.  It was touch and go for the whole week.  He is doing better and hopefully will come home this week.  Oh, she just got a phone call from him and now he has a collapse lung.

Another dear friends brother in law has a brain tumor and has been given less then 2 months to live.  It's a free for all and the fighting has already started between the kids.

My oldest daughter has been having some health questions so they ran a lot of different test before the holidays.  She got a phone call that she needs to come and go over the results because something came back.  What and how bad is yet to be seen.

My  part time Saturday girl, daughter is in liver failure and has been given less the 6 month to live and she has found out that she needs surgery and will be seeing the surgeon in Feb.

And yes the boss still had stage 4 cancer.

I'm seriously thinking about hanging a sign up saying "see you next year" !