Nov. 21, 2009

I had a good night last night...So why did I wake up feeling like this? I'm so depressed. I was watching the news and eating my toast when I just started to cry. Now I can't seem to stop. What brought this on...I wish I knew. All I want to do is go back to bed. But I have to work in the house, start cleaning out the living room, do the grocery shopping, and there is always laundry. I just feel so defeated and over whelmed, and I haven't even started. God help me, please. I sit here looking out the window and see nothing but more work, it's just to much. I don't want to do this any more, I really don't. Damn it, it's just not fair, it's just not fair.